Friday, August 31, 2007

i think an alien wrote this for me

8.31.07
9:45pm


dance with me
journey beyond the far
coming
and becoming
dance
feel whats real
beyond the mind
where are we going
take a look inside

light
beyond the tunnel
jump rope into space
ride
the wave of life
energy
pulls you through
water
why
bubbles
lost in transition
systematic
undiplomatic
nothing rests here
the nest that holds you together
break it free
nothing should hold "you" down
theres no need.
heaven in your eyes
high on life
til life meets death
high on death
til death meets...?

never ending high.
illusion.
your own creation.
what you make is what you get.
rhythms from within
guide you home
where you belong
surrender to nothing, yet everything
at the same time.
impossible?
no.
don't believe all that they tell you.
whats a lie?
is it what you chose not to believe?
one belief that contradicts your own?
but how can you say "your own" ?
no such thing.
you own nothing.
nothing is yours
everything is everything.
nothing is nothing,
facts,
truths.
do you believe them?
same is the same.
this is believed to me true.
but are falses false?
one false to another may be
truth.
everything is a contradiction.
its means nothing as well.

words limit the meaning.
imagine everything.
imagine nothing.
is it not the same?
both.. endless.
same?
you decide.
once you have everything and
nothing at the same time,
you'll be liberated from the lie.
the lie of the world.
lie of "reality".
who decides whats real?
true or false?
you know it.
noone
and
everyone.
both
endless
and
the
same.
master this and you'll be free.
its nothing to "understand"
because it is not understood.
dont go insane trying.
for to try is a step too far.
or is it a step at all?
you are not trying
you do

or
you dont.
simple as that.
try doesnt exist
its an illusion of effort.
you can't "try" your best.
you either do your best
or you dont.
you dont try to be nice.
you are or you arent.
get it?
when does end justify the means?.....
if there is no end?
"end" is also an illusion.
nothing ends.
everything ends.
contradiction right?
make sense?
nope.
doesnt have to.
words.
they
are
only
words.
think about it...
both statements are false
nothing is endless
everything is endless
so how can you say
nothing ends?
it doesnt make sense

see now.
flaw.
in language.
human language.
who made it anyways?
no wonder the world is
confused.
they cant even speak without confusion.
let alone act.
words mean nothing.
but wait a minute..
nothing is endless, meaning everything
how can words mean everything.
what?
you cant ever think without confusion.
solution.
dont think with your mind.
it knows what its taught.
not what it feels.
it knows what its taught to feel.
how to respond to emotions.
do you think a newborn baby
"knows" how to act with thought?
no.
pure knows no thoughts.
useless thoughts.
FEEL.
within.
dont think about feeling.
just feel it.
feel. feel. feel.
no thought.

i cant stress it enough.
youre beginning to get it i can tell.
kind of makes sense right?
confusion in this manmade world
is inevitable.
go beyond it.
there.
here.
is peace.
harmony.
love.
everything
and
nothing
all one.
endless.
formless.
thoughtless.
indescribable.
you know how sometimes you cant
describe something?
does this mean you dont know
it?
no.
not at all.
you do.
you know it.
communication is the problem
communication on this human
mind level is a problem.
we are full of mistakes.

can you see it now?
no of course not silly
this language is a joke.
humans know so little.
they know what they learned.
from who?
\others/
observations.
knowing is not believing.
belief must be felt.
not felt physically.
beyond that.
indescribable.
endless.
the language of the universe
is the only one thats flawless
love.
felt.
not understood.
we all "know" that.
but does anyone really know love?
NO.
you
dont
know
you feel.
God is love.
can you understand that?
no.
but you can make sense of
it

love is everything
everything is love.
just because its love doesnt mean
we "love" it.
humans mistake much for love.
greed. lust. hatred.
yes, hatred.
but what is the root of hatred?
love.
is
the
root
of
everything.
no.
love
is
everything.
there is no root.
root symbolizes bottomness.
it ends.
love, however, does not end.
this is all uncomprehensible.
you wont understand.
good.
thats how it should be.