Let's

Let's write a book

to share the

messages

dusting in our heads.

make time for

time

or it'll forever

chase you.

I come to you

as a fly

quickly flown

away.

make sense to me

another day you say

tick tock

forever fades away.

pieces pieces

but you must

start somewhere.

if you're scattered

the messages come to

you

like bouts of wind

a tickle

a trickel.　

　

the sky envelopes

you in

gentle clouds

of comfort

release the safe-

ty net

repeat upon repetition

one's cause is one's effect

we harbor in the harbor

the ground so cold

the sun so high

does this tell you something?

about the nature of things.

light- release

ground- holds.

earth doesn't fly unless thrown

light soars across the sky~

let your light fly

and the earth

this body will follow

{[ Let's do a backward somersault

into sunshine ]} *

I feel like a child

of the universe

bundled up in

the warm

blankets

of sunshine.

the earth is

my lover

one I can touch

you're with me

wherever I go

gravity is the magnetic

bond that ties us together.

miss?

how can I miss

what isn't gone.

my journey

walk with me,

as i walk with you.

The sights,

the sees

we see together.

a wish cusp in

the distance

see and you see more.

BROKEN, no.. guarded so.

drifting

in this watermelon filled abyss

searching for a paddle

grabbing just the rinds


fruit, fruit

once so sweet

till bitter ends

leave tomorrow

what if tomorrow never comes

think upon repetition

motion fills the void

silence.

takes you by the hand

you freeze

motionless

on

ONE

on oceanless forevers,

dream.dream,

see,see.

can you, can not?

be you, be not?

outside, inside

its all the same

scattered

knows no boundaries

congruency

WAKEUP

its a wakeup call

left unmirrored

swimming faster

faster

quick,

sand.

QUICK

SAND,

BLACK

TOP

whenever forever

meets the

bottom?

does the

hurricane cease to stop

unsettled in settlement

reach up on the glass

see..

see. the mirrors have

eyes

comequick or you

might miss it.

the memories

once fade

to black

static on a

light screen

swing

back

back

>back

emotionless<

come back I hear you say

but the timing

just not yet

live for the moment, but you can't forget

the master plan

I'll bury your memories

make love to the sky~

your heart drip drop

dangles from a string

once held

held nomore but by "you"

the mind likes the games

it keeps it guessing, solving.

but inside you

KNOW

there is no question

to it.

you're a pawn

to the gameboard

take my hand

and let it dissolve

as your guide

bay rail

you're a path

taken only by you.

you're a bridge

built only for you

to walk upon.

don't let others have this

retreat

you're a song,

sung by the melody of

your heart.

you're an ocean

dive right in,

drop by drop

a rainbow seperated by

nothing other than

the colors of

yourself.

you're a spring,

not yet spiraled.

I feel like I'm etching into my skin.

yet I'm sitting here

doing nothing

for

doodle on

your bedsheet

sleep upon the

feeling..;"*

(Cclouds

so i made this quick sketch of a vision i had lastnight..
to understand it i drew quickly

maybe i'll make neato painting of it someday




so thats a person in the middlee... You.
and the boxes around are each of the different choices we make to a situation in the present moment...
then theres lines going up from the boxes showing all the diff reactions to our actions til they get to a "cloud" of white light
the cloud represents physical death
and the dark line is showing our stream of consciousness....
this is what we consider "normal" waking state
soo as we see one thing and are aware of it, all the other possibilities are going on aswell, we're just unaware of those.

we make one choice in the present moment that is taken into our awareness
the rest of the choices we think we didn't make are unconscious

n the example i used was talking n nontalking
or like me now.. im writing but in another realm im also not writing.
I'm just aware of writing.
and thats just the basis
there's too many dimensions to count-=


We're a web of everything. So at the same time we're making an action and seeing a reaction, all the other possibilities are going on aswell in a different realm.


(:



i shared this with a few friends and instantaneously they recommended some things to me that i'd like...
one was this video on youtube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkxieS-6WuA&feature=player_embedded

and another was this book entitled "Slaughterhouse 5" by Kurt Vonnegaut


def added book to my to-read listy

we are connected beneath the waters

　

"Our individual egos are like islands in a sea.
We look out at the world and each other and think we are separate entities.
What we don't see is that we are connected to each other by means of the ocean floor beneath the waters."

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quote from really interesting article worth reading about the life of Carl Jung:

http://webspace.ship.edu/cgboer/jung.html

--speaks about our "shadow", dreams, synchronicities, balance, etc

psychoanalytic branch of psychology--very intriguing.

photocredit: http://www.flickr.com/photos/35874559@N03/3317458044/

doors

*everything* is given to us when we're younger

we have it all.

yet as humans we become accustom to routine, school, other people's

thoughts/influences..

we close doors >>inside<<>

storing thoughts away like stowing memories in a shoebox

thinking, 'thats the answer..i need no more'

close the lid as you close the doors

inside yourself.

when we're born

alllllllll the doors are open

the possibilities are endless.

why do u think little children are always asking question upon question

receiving answersyet they keep asking why

whywhy.

with these answers that they choose to keep, to set in stone,

theyre closing doors within themselves

following the mindset/path of everyone else.

yet stones can only last so far

until they crack

then break

release

we're set free
while we're opening up to ourselves,
our >>inner voice<< ,

we're only opening all the doors we've closed while "growing UP"

.

-Desiderata-

one of my most fav poems--

Desiderata

By Max Ehrmann ©1927

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,

and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,

be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others,

even to the dull and ignorant;

they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons;

they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,

you may become vain or bitter,

for always there will be

greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career

however humble;

it is a real possession in the

changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,

for the world is full of trickery.

But let this not blind you

to what virtue there is;

many persons strive for high ideals,

and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.

Especially do not feign affection.

Neither be cynical about love,

for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,

it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,

gracefully surrendering the things of youth.

Nurture strength of spirit

to shield you in sudden misfortune.

But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,

be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe

no less than the trees and the stars;

you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,

no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore, be at peace with God,

whatever you conceive Him to be.

And whatever your labors and aspirations,

in the noisy confusion of life,

keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham,

drudgery, and broken dreams,

it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful.

Strive to be happy.

=)

♥

dripdrop

my sister wrote this song for me when i came back from all my lil vacationing in july..


when rain falls
peace is here,---
love has come and



in that raindrop-- its
not any ordinary drop
wicth is part of mother
earth a butiful magical
world--- with shimers as



bright as stars, animals as
angels, plains, vallys,
sea, ocean mountans rivers
lakes na na na na
la la la la la la



sun mercury venes eath
mars jup-e-ter saturn
uranus neptune pluto smile
honest kind caring thats all--
what makes us live


by katie m. tilyou

dedicatid to sara

♥



she wrote high,med,low above each word to play it for me on the piano.
made my day that day.
:)